AGONY

why

why did you ever change your stand so soon

i thought you were becoming perfect in your imperfect self

i know no one is perfect

but i'd still be happy if you were really perfect in your imperfect self

but why

why did you ever stab me in my heart

instead of showering it with love

now i'm hurt right here

trying to put my message across to you

that i don't like your ugly self

i had seen it many times

i had experienced it many times

but have i ever demanded anything from you

i know i had consumed alot of your time and money

but why

why did you put all the blame on me

and just claim that i put those godamned words in your mouth

im sorry i don't realize that

i respect your liking for brands

so you should respect my taste too

the fact you appreciate brand designs

doesn't mean that i will too

i believe one has own individual taste

but you don't seem to realize that

you knew that i don't like that brand

yet you went to all the trouble just to get that for me

i appreciate the trouble you went through

however you are "forcing" me to like that brand which you like

don't you know

i'm feeling so pressurized to grow up fast with you

that's the problem of growing up so fast with you

that's abit too fast for me

why

why can't you either slow down for me

or

why can't you just at least respect my taste

you claimed that if i love you i should like whatever u give me

yes, by rights i should

but the problem is that you already knew what i didn't like

yet you gave me that thing

you've put me in a very difficult position, don't you realize

what am i to say to you to please you

if i do please you, i'll be deceiving myself

which means upsetting myself

and you once said that if i'm upset, you'd be miserable too

can't you open your eyes and see

can't you sharpen your ears and listen

can't you sense it

that you really broke my heart once again after so many times

i did break your heart too but i'm already changing so much for you

why can't you do the same

u had left me lost here

alone.