PSYCHO

i should be sleeping right now u know? well, i dont know why im still awake. perhaps this gotta do with the habit of staying awake every night.

recently i had been keeping late nights till wee hours around 3-4am. and oh yes, 4am is the time which few people get up from bed for work.

duh, why on the earth do i say this, or even talk about it? no reason through. just being random.

right now i know i haven't blogged for some time and it's already irregular while my other peeps keep on updating theirs daily faithfully. okay, it makes me ponder. what, where, when, which and how the goddamned hell did they ever find time for their own daily rumblings?!

wait a half-second, i aint mad at them, okay. i was just cursing at the fact that they seem more free than me.

everyone is tired. so am i.

i sense it everyday especially when im at that bloody fuckin studio. however they dont seem exhausted as anticipated. instead they are either slogging away like mad or slacking away like as if there's tons of endless tomorrows for them.

and i just realised that im kinda into this psycho-philosophical state very recently. very soon, i will be fully into this mode. well, let me cite a very good example here. i actually cut small triangular-like holes of every arc stand of clifford pier, concourse. hahahaha. there, i told u yeah? that im gonna be psycho soon. honestly, let me clarify this fact with you guys - before i cut those small holes, i didnt think it was a need then. i simply auto-functioned. like auto cut whatever i see to be holes in the concourse.

psycho. pscho. psycho. oh did i miss out the "y" in the second word "pscho"? duh.

what the fuck had actually happened?

of course, i just laughed at my own true psycho-ness on the spot when my peeps pointed out to me that i cut those mini holes like mad. i think its cool to be psycho-ed.

ah! some of you would think it aint cool or whatever shit your wonderful human brain can come up with, simply to describe it.

there, didnt i tell u? that im falling into full-time psycho mode soon and naturally will say such "cool-psycho" stuffs.

o well. let me grab some sleep for now before i continue to function psycho mode afterwards, okay?