THIN vs FAT

guyssss!

guess what i've seen from my peer's usual forwarded mail? well you can see it for yourself. I hope you will be able to define the beauty of being fat or fleshy.

this is a good shot. i feel the intention behind it is actually promoting the beauty of being fleshy than being so bony.

hmmm. the disillusion of bony beauty.

if fats were to be stuffed inside her, the situation would change. the bones just spoilt it all.

her head is too beautiful to be resting on an freaking thin body full of visible bones.

no figure at all. again, bones add no curves to her. must she starve herself until like this? i'm beginning to feel sorry for her. i aint being sarcastic but feel that she should deserve a better body!

u know what i'm gonna say right? yeah bony body. so bony that she looks like a skeleton.

okay, i think some of you may have different opinion that being thin is still better than being fat. okay okay, sure you can think whatever you want. i had just shown you how being too thin can be too ugly. i just hope girls out there, dont starve themselves to reach this stage! if there is such a thing as getting-stuffed-up-by-fats plastic surgery, then yes, i will surely recommend these skinny ones to go for it! but sadly, i dont hear anything like this before...anyone who knows of this such thing does exit or not? if yes, just come up right front of me and tell me straight to my face, my ass!

wahahaha.

and one more thing, to all overweight people out there, please dont be offended by my words. you may find them sarcastic but i meant well. you are unique no matter how big and heavy you are. someday if you are determined, you can really lose weight with strict and faithful daily diet! most importantly, do keep your BMI in check! i sincerely wish all the best of the best especially to bee, nam and kam! they are big sized people but they are really nice fellows! i strongly believe one day they will become as small as us! they will be even more beautiful if they were much smaller BUT for now, they are very cute and adorable in their current size! i mean it. i bear no grudge against big sized people. no worries. i will still love them to bits! haha.

eh, bee, nam and kam, no offense taken ok! i care about u guys and definitely believe u guys actually beautiful in your own way! ;p

SCHOOL

first day of school but last term of school.

how should i start with? okay let me start with this morning.

i was actually alert the whole night before; i chatted online with peeps. there's something inside me which very much wants to run away from the reality of school starting already. i know i know i'm being naive by having this kind of attitude, but stil, tell me, who doesnt have this attitude?

no doubt.

and when my peep finally sorta succumbed into the reality of having to sleep and get ready for school the next day, i was left alone to digest the fact of school. SCHOOL again! aarrrrgh. so offline she was. i forced myself to switch off the pc. i was actually very bored, i kept on looking for online games which aroused my interest and to distract myself from fucked up portfolio! finally i managed to complete it and i occupied myself with silly online games, refusing to bow to the fact of school! but...haiz. i still bowed down to it in the end and went to sleep as usual - 3am. i couldn't sleep straight away and i honestly dont know how i fell asleep!

a nudge woke me up with irritation in early morning. it was from my mother who had gotten up early religiously everyday for work. then i just went back to sleep automatically. i guess she knows my sleeping pattern and had given up hope on me already!

next was my grandma who gave me a harder nudge and i woke up real good this time but again, i gave into tiredness and the comfort of my bed made it even harder to resist. it was already nearly 8am then.

a few minutes later, my eyes suddenly opened fully and i remembered school starts at 8am! so i jus dragged myself out of bed, cursing the school with endless foul words.

then i had to fall asleep in the bus while waiting for nazi's reply.

woke up feeling so blur and unstable. aiyah, just woke up will be like that what la. walked slowly towards studio and sat down and talked a little to nazi who was doing her portfolio. i just watched, not being aware of time until she mentioned 10am which is so early. yeah right, sooo goddamn early for i usually would be in bed snoring away at that time.

well, it's what school life is all about. time seems to be the main factor affecting us so much. right now i'm bored hence this senseless blogging.

*yawn*

BOREDOM

i aint into blogging nowadays.

and to make it seem worse, today is the last day of vacation. yes, there's goddamned darned portfolio to do! oh well, i spent most of my time staying at home, hanging out with old pals to do some much needed catching up and not to forget my guy whom i dated with during weekend!

honestly i do enjoy vacations very much to an unlimited extent as one can just do whatever crap one desires to. however one can die of boredom. ahhh, i suddenly don't want to talk further on this senseless topic. hahaha.

oh and i happened to come across my pals' blogs and chanced upon this cute IQ test! i thought it was gonna be somewhat interesting and unique, however while doing it, my brain was really doing some serious exercise! i didn't think i would encounter such mathematical questions which required some brain exercise activity. all i thought was the questions which would test your wits in an easy humourous way? haha. i must say i was really doing my brain some good! as i have not done proper sums like the ones in secondary school for a very long time. hence my brain had grown very rusty as i find myself calculating slower than my younger brother, who is currently studying in business course in SP. oh my god. i felt like losing face! but thanks to this IQ test, it gained me an upper hand over him who got some points lower than mine! now let's see if he dares belittle my slow calculation! hahaha.

hmm, before i took this test, i expected it to be about 120plus as i had taken one back in primary school. i can still remember the experience which took place in a big room (i was small in size that time so the room was big to me) and i was greeted by a indian plump woman in her late thirties to early forties. she led me to a table and a chair to sit down, instructing me to do a paper test of 40 questions within 45 minutes. i can't really remember if it was 40 questions within 45 minutes, but i recall that while doing the test, i was literally shaking with nervousness, my palms were cold and sweaty and the darned pencil kept on slipping out of my gripping hand! and there's that disguisting smudges on the paper made by my sweaty hand! the woman kept on staring at me grimly as if i had committed a grave mistake with that smudges. i also had that strong inevitable urge to shit! my stomach was like so tensed up and naturally triggered the feeling of wanting to shit! oh and i forgot to add that i actually perspired at my forehead! hahaha. really freaking nervous eh? it was such an unforgettable experience!

okay, i took another test for fun! here it is!

i don't know if this is true about me. but on second thought, it is perhaps quite true on the statement about my ability to make new friends and expand my social network. i do find that, making new friends is a breeze to me. i'm easy-going, i admit. haha. oh yes, i also did another silly test for fun!

haha, so this is so true in my real life eh? yes it's very true man. very accurate huh? it seems that i really love taking such tests eh? maybe out of boredom or for the fun of it!

i shall end here then!