it had been some time since i've blogged.
i just had no mood to blog then.
for no reason.
perhaps i find life even more boring nowadays.
as in having same daily routine.
however i had my share of fun with you guys ok!
oh well, on top of this, the change of lecturers may be the reason that i find school lifeless.
yet simultaneously, i don't really care for this is only our last semester.
suddenly everything is drawing to an awful, awkward end yet it feels so damn right.
3 years had passed so quickly.
departing is so inevitable and we will lead different lives.
everything just seems like a unrealistic dream, etched in my sub-consciousness.
what we've shared and went through together.
all will come to an end someday soon.
guess that it's what i call experience.
which is truly indescibable in few mere words.
it can only be felt deeply in heart.
from nursery to kindergarten, i didnt hesitate.
from kindergarten to primary school, i hesitated a little.
from primary to secondary school, i hesitated even more.
from secondary to poly, i finally hesitated.
why all the hesitation?
because i was facing each new life stage when i couldnt bear to leave my former life stage behind.
one day we all have to grow up which causes us to leave our previous life stage.
it's very saddening just to ponder over it.
over time, we were losing our child innocence and drastic changes were introduced into our life due to change of environment.
ahhh...i think i sound like some philosopher or a tweeny bit of a sociologist!
what's wrong with me?
i think i thought too much man.
but i rather call it self-reflection to check my real self.
and to be aware of my own ever-changing environment.
okay, i shall give all of us a break from my so-called philosophical self.
~ THE END ~
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