escapist

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

SIANZ

7am; woke up and went back to sleep.
9am; met up with my guy under his block.
9.20am; boarded the bus to school.
10am; at studio.
11.20am; ate lunch - pasta.
12.57pm; staying stoned in front of pc.
haiz.
time seems to pass super fuck slow now.
i just wanna go home.
who wanna give the x-theque & x-museum a hoot?
anyone, please?
haiz...
*i don't give it two hoots!

Sunday, September 24, 2006

LAST DAY VACATION

today marks the last day of vacation.
1 month vacation aint enough!
arrgh.
i just know it.
damn.
damn, damnit, i just knew it from the start okay!
haiz.
but one good thing thru.
which is that we gotta spend last 4-5 months in horrible bloody DID.
after that, graduation.
speaking of graduation, we are to do portfolio up to expected high 80% - 100% standard.
otherwise no graduation.
can you please tell me, what is the fuckingly meaning of this?
what the fuckingly big time nonsense is this?
need portfolio to graduate??
my first time hearing that.
how come my peeps who graduated from SP had never mentioned similiar case to this?
you may say "different courses what!"
but hey, just think, to be logical, if i was in the science course which i had done alot of exploratory experiments of my own, i need to record down my every discovery.
and the problem is that i don't even need to create a portfolio of my every discovery in order to graduate.
okay, to be on the positive side, perhaps the lecturers either wanted us to showcase our best works hence used the graduation criteria against us, in order to force us to do our own portfolio, OR they meant well for us - we could use this portfolio as part of work resume in future.
but i rather digest the first factor than the former one.
for i only feel that they aint "friendly" enough to be our friends.
lecturers will be lecturers.
nothing more than it.
that's in my definition dictionary of lecturers.
=)

Friday, September 22, 2006

POOR EYE

right now, i realised that i had not been online for so long.
perhaps cos i have infected eye and i need to rest my eye badly.
eh, guys, my infected eye is actually smaller than the other unaffected one!
awww.
i look weird thru.
so please don't stare at my smaller eye when u see me in school ok?
stare at the bigger one please!
arrrggh!
i'm still on the medication to treat my poor eye.
eyedrops.
eye ointment.
eye pills for reducing swelling.
eye antiboitics for killing bacteria infection in eye.
SIGH.
don't console me please.
otherwise i will feel worse.
just act as nothing had happened man.
nono, later i will feel sad!
just show me concern, can already lah!
hahaha.

Saturday, September 16, 2006

EYE

hello!
just a short entry here before i leave home for my exercising date with my guy.
hmm.
nothing new happened recently.
ah yes, mentioning about my left red eye, yeah, it was affected since last year.
but to be exact, it happened once for a few days only last year.
until recently this year, i had a relapse.
i went to the doc's 2 weeks ago, who declared my eye condition mildly serious.
eyelid infection.
as my eyelid would feel itchy and turn pink like mosquito-bite-impression.
somemore it was swollen!
well, then she prescribed me some pills to relieve the swollening.
yeah my eye much better now,no more swollening but the redness had to appear in my eye.
but no pain honestly.
i had been applying the eye sterile ointment faithfully everyday, twice a day.
yeah it finally paid off.
however the redness still lingers there.
but hey, no worries, the redness is fading away slowly each day.
hopefully i will be fully cured!
and yes, i can still see ok!!
*smiles*

Thursday, September 14, 2006

DNG PHONE

hello thursday.
i dont know where to start.
i must admit that i had not been updating myself with others' blog that i didnt even know what happened to my best fren man.
it's about her sch life.
okay i shall not say it here as i respect her privacy but honestly, yesterday she asked me out for shopping today.
but i rejected her as i wasnt in e mood then.
then just now when i went to her blog and read it, realization dawned on me that i had not been updated.
on her sch life to be exact.
hence i changed my mind and smsed her to meet up later on after her sch hours.
yeah and there's another issue which happened the most recently.
it was yesterday man.
i met my darlin who lent me his newest phone.
guess what?
well, u see, my guy often goes for his own style and taste.
motorola RAZAR V3i.
Dolce & Gabbana.
yes, that golden phone.
his old phone died on him and he happened to love this golden phone very much.
yes, it was really expensive provided that he wanted to get it without plan.
approximately 700 bucks.
yeah, i'm using it right now since last evening.
but i have to return it to him this coming saturday.
hehe.
i must say that he was really very very generous enough to lend me for a few days!
he wanted me to explore the phone.
which i did.
and my opinion of this DnG phone is that it sucks initially as it's all motorola-functioned.
as mine is nokia-functioned.
hence i wasnt used to DnG phone.
just when i was about to remove the battery in order to get my sim card out to switch over to my nokia phone, the battery refused to move.
oh great.
i tried a few times.
very gently for the fear of spoiling the golden phone.
well, in the end, i gave up.
i was struck with this golden phone!
damn, if other people use this phone, they would probably be so glad that they cant get the battery out for the sake of having that DnG brand on the phone!
oh well.
i was really very mad then.
i hated the motorola-functioned phone.
i complained to my darling who urged me to get used to it.
so i was forced to be patient with it and i soon got used to it.
and now i know the functions already.
i can type sms as fast as before but it dont seem to follow up with my pace.
so guys, if u rather go for function speed, please choose nokia not motorola!
motorola is much slower than nokia in function speed.
hahaha.
okok no more such criticisms in case motorola-people get offended.
i admit i do like the motorola phone thru.
i feel different using it.
ah...the feeling of using flip phone, i mean!
hehe.
okay i dont know if i'll be back to update my blog.
it depends.
*grins*

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

FINALLY

whoooo!
yes, i know i had not been blogging for quite some time already!
that my dear bee had asked me to update my blog.
hahhaa.
hmm, what had i been doing lately?
i had been...playing around everyday!
hahaha.
life slows down for me during vacations.
that's why i really love vacation to bits and i often get too carried away with it that i don't even feel like blogging!
hehehe.
yes, i'm happier now than during darned school term!
perhaps i get to have things my way totally.
it really rocks man.
anyway, to update you guys, i had been waking up so late everyday!
hehe.
lazybones!
but who cares, it's only a month that i can do this, once it's over, school comes already!
oh how i dread school!
well, my life nowadays revolves around my close peeps and former secondary school classmates.
ah, and not to forget my darling!
yeah, i happened to bump into some of my former sec sch mates recently and i was with my best friend that time.
yup, we had a good chat with them over dinner, followed by pool.
but we didnt play pool as we cared more about catching up with each other while others played pool.
we departed afterwards.
it was really a great feeling then.
the feeling of being able to relieve past good and bad times.
it invites laughter into the heart after facing such a hectic life in studies.
oh yes!!
tomorrow i will be meeting my darling boy for dinner and do abit of shopping for my sports wear so that i will be able to sweat all my body toxins out with him this coming saturday!
and i will get to eat macs for dinner!
hahahaha.
that's what i call life!
okay, for now, i know that my close peeps are occupied with their studies and stressed up.
i really wish them all the best and hope they can cope with it.
and i have to pray for myself already.
cos school is drawing near and nearer!
which is as good as facing "death".
bless me then.