YUMMY

good morning, wednesday.

yesterday i went shopping at ntuc supermarket to get all the necessary ingredients for fried rice.

i'll be cooking fried rice for my bastard darlin this friday as his early birthday celebration!

yeah, i know it's easy to prepare fried rice!

haha!

hmmm, the ingredients are as following:

- garlic

- mixed veggies

- chicken sausages

- lobster balls

- fish cake

- eggs

i was considering minced beef (my darling's favorite), fish otah (his favorite too), crab sticks, canned sweet corn and button mushrooms.

however i realised that it may be too much hence i didnt get all these.

oh, did i mention minced beef?

well, accordin to my religion, i aint supposed to eat beef.

haha.

but i heck care.

i've eaten beef before.

it's delicious.

however for now, i've stopped consuming beef as i wish to respect my religion.

unless my darling offers me beef noodles!

only then i will eat!

hahaha!

otherwise i won't get beef for myself!

sigh, i'm a hopeless case.

hehehe.

FUN FUN

as i had nothing better to do, i chanced upon bee's blog which featured the a-z stuff.

i know it aint true, but i did it for fun anyway.

haha, here i go.

*with couresty of kam & bee*

A- You like to curse alot.

B- You like people.

C- You're wild and crazy.

D- You have one of the best personalities ever.

E- Damn good kisser.

F- People adore you.

G- You never let people tell you what to do.

H- You have a very good personality and looks.

I- You have a fine ass.

J- Everyone loves you.

K- You are really silly.

L- you live to have fun.

M- one to have fun.

N- You are dead sexy.

O- You are one of the best in bed.

P- You are popular with all types of people.

Q- You are a hypocrite.

R- Fcukin Crazy.

S- Easy to fall in love with.

T- You're loyal to those you love.

U- You really like to chill.

V- You are not judgemental.

W- You are very broad minded.

X- You never let people tell you what to do.

Y- one of the best damn bf/gf one could ask for.

Z- Always ready.

okay, let's see what is mine...

P- You are popular with all types of people. perhaps so. perhaps not.

E- Damn good kisser. that's what my guy claims.

I- You have a fine ass. oh really? *blushes*

L- you live to have fun. yeah, everyone does! duh!

A- You like to curse alot. sometimes i do.

N- You are dead sexy. haha, thank you! thank you! thank you! *bows*

now it's my guy's turn!

B- You like people. most of the time yeah.

E- Damn good kisser. his kisses are so sweet.

R- Fcukin Crazy. YEAH. VERY.

N- You are dead sexy. haha, his ass is small and tight.

A- You like to curse alot. yes, he does. but i curse more!

R- Fcukin Crazy. need i say again?

D- You have one of the best personalities ever. .. .. .. .. ..

yeah i told you so.

i have nothing better to do.

WHEE

WHEE!

today embarks my official vacation!

no school!

no shitwork!

no bloody lecturer!

no alarm clock!

WHHEEEE!!

playing online (yes!)

online msn (yes!)

waking up late (yes!)

sleeping anytime (yes!)

doing nothing (yes!)

watching tv (yes!)

WHHHEEEEEEEE!!!!

oh and i wish my darling all the best for his exams this week!

how i really love vacations to bits!

VACATION HAD CAME

yeah bloody bitch vacation had started.

and guys, i didnt stay for makan last friday as i had to go to my best friend's house to learn cooking from her man.

yes, i do not know how to cook but i only know how to cook instant noodles, boil and fry eggs.

hehe.

very basic right?

and yes, i'm learning cooking for my guy's coming birthday.

he knows cooking.

i just thought of surprising him with this but he just anyhow guessed it right when he kept on pestering me for his birthday present!

ohmifuckinglygod.

i told him if i told him, it won't be a surprise anymore.

if i didnt tell him, he would pester me day and night!

oh gosh man.

but finally i droppped hard hints and he was too smart for his own good.

yeps, he got it right!

he said that i was soo sweet and he added that we could cook together then go out afterwards!

YAY!

oh and i had not been blogging everyday as i'm sick of blogGing, i admit.

hahaha.

but hey, i've just changed my blogskin as i find my previous one boring.

so this time, i hope that this new one will be refreshing to your eyes man.

hehe.

hmmm, talking about what i would be doing during the vacation, i aint too sure.

i jus know i need plenty of rest badly man.

after all screwed up previous weeks of no-proper-sleep mode!

well, for your info, i had been sleeping around 2-4am and rising up at 12-2pm.

oh gosh.

my body had adapted to the school craze mode.

i need to re-adjust it back to normal mode but it's difficult man.

really.

weeks of school craze mode, how to change within this 1 week?

sighz.

ah, one more thing new in my life is that i've got into touch with my ex-secondary sch mate, who just chatted with me online outta blue.

last time he didnt even say hi to me until recently, let's say last week when i was rushin for submission.

yeah he was the one who kept me company into wee hours until early morning while i was in craze-rush mode.

then we chatted for a week and i learnt from his close buddy who was my ex-crush as well as ex-sec sch mate, that he got a crush on me.

ohmigod.

i already made it clear to him that i'm attached.

he already knows it but i have a feeling that he's waiting for me.

however i already told him not to.

hmmm.

just leave it be.

no use trying to change it when he cant even change his mindset.

okay i'm done with him.

well, nothing much on my life nowadays.

only catching up with my beauty sleep.

haha.

i'm starting to appreciate freedom right now.

very much okay!

oh yes, i'm also helping my buddy in her art essays since i'm free now.

hahaha.

damn, it really feels so super bitchy good just helping others in their work man!

hahahahahaha.

CHEERIOS!

what a FUCKER

i'm still having body dsyfunction.
hmmph.
these are what i mean by body dsyfunction:
lack of sleep
blurred eye vision despite specs
mind is in a whirl
frequent stares into the air
super slow response mode
sudden crazy outbursts
getting into high craze mode
loads of shit nonsense babbled
oh and yes, when that fucker shouted to us to keep quiet fuckingly few times during the fuck crit yesterday, everyone kept silent at once.
but due to body dsyfunction, i hated the way he looked when he shouted quiet.
so i jus purposely broke the silence by throwing the little model stairs onto the table which i had been resting at.
oh no, i made noises.
then nam nam beside me, hushed me to be quiet.
but i cared less.
let that fucker know that i AINT "blind" to know what the blooody fuck he was shouting at.
but that fucker didnt respond.
i heck care him.
i wished him to be fired on the spot and be packed off to his own home and never be granted a job to survive.
okay guys that's what i had been holding back since yesterday.

IT'S OVER MAN!

at first it was censored freedom.

now it is UNcensored freedom.

yes, i'm finally free from the shit work.

today marks the submission day as well my first day of vacation.

yay.

i feel so lethgaric yet so happy that everything is just over.

and a month plus vacation starts.

i can feel its embrace every second ticks away.

i need to grab much needed rest now.

it's already 5am.

good morning guys.

COUNTDOWN TO SUBMISSION = 3 HOURS more to 8am.

BEAUTIFUL

how perfect if my prince charming can just give me this with sincerity. however it was actually done by my love pal, bee in photoshop. thanks dear. i love you and the pictures!

WORN OUT

this is a haggard peilan that is typing away right now.

she had grown blanched from all these shit workload.

no one knows when she will be able to snap out of it.

nonono, peilan, wake up!

u still have hope and u still have more than 1 week left!

really? do i?

oh shit, i'm in pain now.

in my tummy, it always hurts like a bitch.

i have to lean over to bear and hold contain the pain, thus making it so concentrated in one area instead of spreading it over to my chest.

no...it had spread to my chest.

im feeling weak.

i can't talk anymore.

HIGH

im in some kind of high state now.

no, it aint that i drowned myself in alcohol, but just from lack of rest.

i was actually working away in my 2d drwaings in pc almost the whole day yesterday.

oh how great.

i had done productive work and i gonna continue doing in school later after my bloody fuck damned gems test.

oh yeah, gems test.

i spent 2 hours revising the whole 9 topics covered in the gems test.

and now my guy just smsed me that he's studying it now.

whooah, he really scaring me off for i'm so afraid that he would fare better than me!

oh please for god's sake, this is only a gems test, not some big exam so no need to get so parnoid, peilan!

yes yes yes, i heard it and i know it!

haha.

my guy just replied that he misses me.

i was shocked as he dont really whisper sweet nothings to me.

well, maybe he's trying to be romantic which is a good thing through.

haha.

he can be so hostile one moment then sweet the next.

how unpredictable, just like me eh?

hahaha.

okay, right now im really so tired that i cant function as fast as yesterday.

i need to rest now and get refreshed for that fuck gems test at 8am later.

but this means that i will be finishing this gems course very soon!

it is just like final exam, after it, you will be free!

wheee!

may good luck be with me during the test!